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Starfire
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The answer is no!
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...I really should learn to leave things like this alone...my help always does more damage than good.
But I left because your life was going downhill fast...I told you this before, and I was scared that it was going to drag me down with it...I probably shouldn't have left and I realize that..I have for a while. I don't hate you, I never did...you just needed space to get your life sorted out I guess...I don't blame you if you still hate me though, I understand...
Anyway, welcome to HV, have fun
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Ice~Angel67
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Lost in time and space trying to go on
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 ARRRGGGHHHHAAAAAArr
Complete BullSh*t!!!!!
Okay... so I moved. Yeay for me, not saying where as to keep some pride intact. But yes so now our land lord is not only tring to keep our 500 damage deposit, but is trying to hit us with an extra 511.87. *sigh* I must have been a terible person in a past life or done something terrible in this one... its the only way to explain all the shit that gets throwen at me. I mean I can count 3 good things in my life.. Matt, Ninja (my cat-dog), and my friends. Oh and I got a call from my Mom yesterday. Let me tell you how fun that was... I really need caller id again. Wow that must sound preety bad from all of your guys view, but I don't give a shit.
I called telus to get our internet/phone package moved to our new address, they said the 31 Woot horrah for me! But No. It dosn't work. So I called again and ripped face off (ever so calmly of course) and they said "oh, sorry. Theres been a mistake, you wont have anything till the 4." The fucking 4! That leaves My schooling and avoiding asshole roomates absolutly NO WHERE!!!!
Then Theres the cat... My f*cking Cat. So my roomates didn't want the cat to come origanaly, but after about a month of fighting I saved my baby once again. BUT he has to stay locked up downstairs. Hey that was cool with me. Well then THEY open the door and let him run around and play with him and laugh at him. But I soon as I got back it was "put the f*cking cat away!" I wanted to scream, to hit said asshole, but no. I picked up my cat and walked away. Its funny the things that will make you cry.... Matt stood up for me in the end. And thats saying something cuz matt has ultimate respect for these people. And heven forbid if you try to clean something up! Oh no. mrs. OCD over there is f*cking OCD! ARGGGHH Never in my life have I been yelled at for trying to HELP! LIKE F*CK!!! I was raised that you cleaned up after yourslelf or that Genuine Leather Belt would grace your bare *ss and you didn't know what sitting was for a week.
So me and Matt (Matt is my long trem boyfriend and babys dad) have this 5500 debt. Thanks to his parents. Its a long story.. but yeah, we are flat ass broke, hardly breathing paying this asshole off... and along comes Matts mom... "Don't worry about paying Him back just help us out first". I mean those arnt her exact words but its a half hour talk sumed up into one sentance. I have no problem trying to help but ummm We come first. We're not sacrificing our future cuz you don't have a job and drink all day! That sounds mean and disrespectful but I'm not lying. From 8:00am to about 12:30pm she drinks and smokes. I was shocked that Matt wasn't just over exaggerating when I met her.
And last but deinatly most important...
I'm just about out of drugs. I have 5 grams, thats not even a quatre!! Its what I get for being nice and sharing. I get paid in 5 days. Thats a gram a day. Wish me luck guys cuz I can smoke an ounce in a week, and this has to last between two people.
OH! A buddy might hook me up with some good ol LSD http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/lsd/lsd.shtml
Heres hoping for the best...
Epic
Can you feel it, see it, hear it today?
If you cant, then it doesnt matter anyway
You will never understand it cuz it happens too fast
And it feels so good, its like walking on glass
Its so cool, its so hip, its alright
Its so groovy, its outta sight
You can touch it, smell it, taste it so sweet
But it makes no difference cuz it knocks you off your feet
You want it all but you cant have it
Its cryin, bleedin, lying on the floor
So you lay down on it and you do it some more
Youve got to share it, so you dare it
Then you bare it and you tear it
You want it all but you cant have it
Its in your face but you cant grab it
Its alive, afraid, a lie, a sin
Its magic, its tragic, its a loss, its a win
Its dark, its moist, its a bitter pain
Its sad it happened and its a shame
You want it all but you cant have it
Its in your face but you cant grab it
What is it?
Its it
What is it? ...
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"A life with love may have some thorns but a life with out love will have no roses" -Kurama
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, been evicted 4 times in the last 5 months by our achoholic landloard and lost my Newborn Son. I mean theres a shit more of other lil signficant things like Hero not hanging out with me 
(j/k I love you still). But despite the bad shit thats happened to me I am still here. Though at times I was sure I was going to no be...Now I can feel it lifting. The dark depressive weight is begining to dissapte slowly. While things still aren't all good, I'm on the way.
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Ice, you should post that in L&W
