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Topic: Welcome to my life...or lack of (Read 925 times)
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Starfire
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Yeah! That'd be so sweet.
And there's soo many hot guys down there <_<
Although I would feel too poor....
Did you know....that Claude ate a $2 000 meal down there??? *passes out*
I can tell you right now, that that will never happen in my lifetime! lol
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Wow....I don't think I've been this depressed in years. I don't know what to do...maybe after I get some of my debt payed off then a little will be off my chest.
Usually I can turn a positive eye to everything no matter what....but I just feel so lost right now. I don't know what to do with myself. I hope I can figure it out.
I think I'm just tired of everything. Tired of guys using me, tired of friends stabbing me in the back, tired of work screwing me over...the list goes on.
Everyone has their breaking points...
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Changing yourself is scary. Not changing your hair, your clothes or your makeup, but what's inside. Changing your outlook on life and trying to put yourself in others shoes. Making an effort not to pre-judge and just accept people the way they are, and let them grow and do what they need to do. To learn when to hold your tongue, but still know when to voice your opinions.
"It all comes back to trees," it's true, think about it. I was talking with a friend of mine and that's what he said. People are exactly like trees, they grow, they change and sometimes they fall down. If a tree tries to push another tree down, then it's going to go down with it. That's what we as human beings should strive for, to grow. That's what being on this earth is about, to learn and try and keep an open mind about everything, not necessarily accepting another persons opinions as your own, but accepting that they have that opinion and just because they think that, it does not mean that you think the same. As long as we know where we stand as a whole individual, what others think is irrelevant.
All we can do is remember it's all about you. This life is yours and you can do whatever you want. No one or nothing else matters. If you want to have a family, a wife/husband and kids then that's the path you choose, or if you want to live in a shit hole house and drink your worries away then that's okay too. As long as you're doing what you want, that's all that matters.
Everything happens for a reason. Just because something goes wrong, don't look at it as a fail because something good will eventually come out of it. All you can do is stay as positive as you can and get through it.
Everyone has different methods of coping with life and you gotta be able to handle what it throws at you. Whether it's drinking, strip clubs, raising a family, smoking weed, doing sports, whatever makes you happy, you go do it. Just make sure you know what you want in this life and don't you stop until you get it.
"Life is funny but shit ain't a joke." A quote by Classified, one of the best Canadian rappers in my opinion. It's true, you have fun in life and enjoy what you have when you have it because one day it all could be gone. Appreciate family, even if you hate your siblings, be kind to them, they're most likely to stick with you when times get tough.
If you're friends with someone, and you have been for years, don't abandon them when they're life gets rough. If you need to get out for a while, tell them and hopefully they will accept your decision. This exact thing happened to me, but I do not regret it. I learned from it and I hope she did too. I said sorry and at first, she shot me down but she came around. If you apologize to someone, especially a good friend and they shoot you in the face, they're not worth your time. But try and understand why they did it....
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lol Thanks. Guess I was just in a thinking mood that night...
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I'm going on vacation in November!...I know that's forever away but I'm excited. 
It'll cost close to $4000.00 (actually if i budget right, it should only come out to around $3, 400.00 including flight, accomidations, spending money, etc.)
I'm going to the Kingfigher in Comax BC. I'm staying for 7 days, get 2 massages, 1 manicure, 1 pedicure, gourmet meals every day, the hotel has a gym, pool, hot tub, and steam room that I can use any time of day. I get 1 trip through the Hydropath, which is their special popular thingy...I can't explain it but it's beautiful!
I've been to this hotel before and I'm so happy to be going back!
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Wow....I haven't been online in forever lol. Been one of those busy times; grad's coming up, I met a new man!! <_<
Anyway, this is cool, I dropped a friend of mine off at the train station last night and when he got home he sent me this e-mail:
"I wanted to tell you something cool that happened on my walk home from the station, I saw a porcupine he was the size of a basket ball and was the most adorable thing ever. he stood up on his back legs when I got close then when I took a step forward he quickly dropped down turned around and spread his quills, it was awesome!"
Too bad he didn't get a picture 
Oh and! I might be going to Canmore this weekend again too, get out of the city and chill with some good people. Canmore is totally one of the best places to go if you're stressing.
And finally Taran's taking me to the monster trucks on Sunday. I'm so excited! I haven't been since I was little! 
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Whoa this is so cool! I was chilling on nexopia, minding my own business when some chick messages me asking if I want to be a model. I said I have considered it on my year off after high school to help pay for my college and to have the experience but I wouldn't want to do it my whole life.
So I have an audition today at 6:00pm if I do end up signing a contract I'd be working 10 hours a week, two days a week for three months and end up with $4000.00 at the end of it all....now I'm having a hard time passing that up lol.
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